stupid shit

ok, so my parents divorced when I was in 7th grade. It was probably for the better, but I am so sick of always being in the middle of shit. Yes, it still goes on. It happened during the divorce and it's still happening. Just because I am the oldest, doesn't mean I should have to act like the PARENT between them because they can't talk to each other. So it's mostly my mom, who I just got a phone call from wondering why she didn't get a child support check from my dad yet. I HAVE NO IDEA! Swallow your pride, call him yourself and ask him. Just because you guys are divorced doesn't mean that you have to hate each other. If anything, my dad is the one that should have hard feelings about the divorce, he's the one that got screwed over. I won't get into that story. Gah! The whole thing is just ridiculous. It's not like they have to be best friends, they just have to be civil to each other, it's not that difficult. I wish I could just get up the guts and say what I really feel to their faces, I would feel so much better